duck520

i don't know why i feel not happy today and yesterday

i already do and practice twice a day

i feel tired i lose my passion

i have no ides how to play in job

after i finish my job and back home

i don't want to sleep 

but feel tired and want to catch something

just hope someone can stay with me

until i watch 神氣家族

i think that because my heart is sick but i have no sdea how to save it

i ingore it almost one month for i have night shift mabey

i need to appreciate everytime i can go to tai ji men

i need to close to happy people to feel more positive energy

to absorb more let me stronger

this time i push myself to learn english but i always feel i am lonely

and i have no goal i don't understand how is better enough to go abroad to working holiday

i remember and i know to tell my parents about i will go oversea about auguest

that's an issue that weights heavily on my heart

i practice sing again and again 

i want to sing a lot of new songs 

but i spent too much time to carry about this thing

i start to dream the time back to normal shift

i know just try to escape reality

today i focus on a lot of bad myself

i forget to change my my to positive view

i was to often to lose my temper this time

i want to do thing fast ,to clean to surroundings,to do everything better and think more

i miss my partner